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  • I never knew Larry Meyer, but if we should ever meet, I feel like we’ll somehow recognize one another.   Larry was, among other things, the Lutheran campus pastor at the University of Nebraska Lincoln for a time.  I never knew him, but his ripples keep bumping into me. His son, Mikah is embarking on…

  • The long yellow rolling pin swirled in an almost-circle on the hard wood floor.  I wondered if the short flecks of brown dog hair on the tile would stick to my 10-month-old’s slobber on the end of it. Yum. I’d given my son the rolling pin as something to play with, a new shape to…

  • My work is a cell phone dead zone, so each day when I emerge from the building, I listen and watch to see if I’ve received any texts.  This past week my phone buzzed and beeped for almost a minute as a string of messages came in one after another, one and then the next,…

  • The rent was cheap, but the freedom felt rich. I lived with three friends the summer when I turned 21.  Each of us worked a job during the day and returned each evening to our cheap, run-down rental.  I bought large bottles of cranberry juice on our weekly grocery trips.  I had always liked cranberry…

  • Maria von Trapp swings her guitar and carpetbag in a wide circle and belts her song with gusto: “I have confidence in sunshine.  I have confidence in rain.  I have confidence that spring will come again.  As you can see I have confidence in me.”The Sound of Music will always be one of my favorite movies.…

  • Does the sweetness of Easter ever leave a bad taste in your mouth? The mounds of colorful candy, the cute white shoes with eyelet lace, the lilies, even the early-morning sunshine sometimes feels saccharine against real life.  Instead of pastel egg Sunday perfection, my life looks more like weekday running to Shopko at the last…

  • “My low,” she says reviewing the day, “was when we were in the car wash.  I was scared.” I nod and remember her three-year-old body, scrunched in her car seat, her fists clutching the sides of her head like ear muffs as I twisted around the driver’s seat to put my hand on her leg.…

  • My jaw fell to the ground beneath the jungle gym. I studied my friend’s eyes to make sure she wasn’t messing with me. How could that be the way that babies are made? I wonder if my playground face was similar to the face Mary makes when the Angel Gabriel shows up and tells her she’s going…

  • “Don’t let the age of this book fool you,” the wise woman said.  “Check out page 39.”   I curled my fingers around the tattered copy of Catherine Marshall’s, Something More, completely unimpressed.  But I hate awkward moments, so I pretended not to notice the yellow, out-dated pages and took it.  If nothing else, I could…